Taboo Stuffie Love

All my children and general hospital…no. this is Bold and Beautiful stuffie stories


This is a story of why you don’t let a car monkey in the house. It is a PG story. Pony porn NO. Squirrel porn is the line people!

DB got to go to the zoo with us and so he had to switch vehicles. When we got home I took DB in the house instead of returning him to his proper vehicle. BIG MISTAKE He got to hang out on the bed with the other stuffies for two days and Sunday night is when I realized we had a situation. DB got rather attached to a certain large pony and did not want to loosen his monkey death grip on her. This was not going to work. Their love was doomed! He is a car monkey and she a house pony. This shit can’t happen!!!

I apprised Daddy of the dire situation and he immediately had a solution. Daddy…

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Everyone is talking about wanting to go out.  “I gotta go out, let’s go out, we should go out.”

They go out and then they say, ” I gotta get home,  let’s go home, we should get back.”


Portable Dreams

I gestured to the little brief case Wilbear was holding,  “are these papers for work? I asked.  “No, these are my dreams” he replied.  “I can carry them wherever I go, wherever you go, where ever WE go”.

Portable dreams;  this was thought provoking.

He was essentially flexible and adaptable to my needs and my leadership.  If Wilbear’s happiness was dependent on preconceived ideas  to live on a big farm or ranch, a tree house, or in a castle- if that was the only way he could be happy… he would fail at happiness.    BUT  with his portable dreams he can be happy anywhere.   He can be happy anywhere I am.  

I tilt my head to the right (babygirl thinking pose) and ponder: are my dreams portable?  Yes; my focus is making O/our home life a success.  I can be happy anywhere.  I can follow my husband anywhere and be happy.

I like adaptability as a character trait- caring more for him than myself, no preconceived ideas about lifestyle, or the conditions he provides for me.  Wait- I did have preconceived ideas about lifestyle.  I was bombarded with Images, thoughts, wants.  WE went that path.   We tried to be rigid according to the many ideas that are out there.

Some preconceived ideas are okay; what made the difference was we were NOT inflexible.  When we try to have rigid roles no matter the circumstance it gets chaotic.  We tried that and it did not work.

In O/our relationship adaptability can offer the ability for each of us to grow and change O/our roles according to what is going on at the time.

Continuous flow.

In my case S stands for support.

This is dedicated to those who pee on themselves.






Non appointment making

So I seem to have this aversion to making appointments.  I don’t like to call.  I mean I have to find a number I don’t have and talk to someone on the phone.

It is also possible that I have waited and am often given an outrageous date that is often weeks/months out… The negotiation begins where I am offered an early morning slot…I counter with,” do you have something in the afternoon?”.  Code for I don’t want to get up early.

The other thing is I rarely answer my phone or return calls…so the lady that has called 4 times for my mammogram… right.

I think this is ptsd thing.  Anyone else experiencing this?


So about that Lemur

I had some questions about a lemur.  I can tell you His name is Frank.  Now I happen to know that therapist’s bosses name is ALSO Frank but she says no connection. Right.   Therapist is now called T.  I can’t write that out everytime.

Frank sits in a yoga buddha meditation pose with a yellow flower in his lap.  It IS the yellow flower that I gave to T.   So now I am connected to Frank.

I am often asked if I want to hold Frank.   Um, I don’t know him THAT well.  Did I mind if Frank faces me?  Silly question.  Frank can sit any which way he wants.  right?

Also if you are lost then it may help to read the beginning page in the therapy chronicles at imagination post.  crap that is the wrong one….I can’t find it….Someone help out on that would you.   Both WWA and Tora Princess had questions.  Of course you might have to ash…not sure.

I just know you don’t eat twinkies.

I notice a few new followers…please introduce yourself in the comments.

Frank says so.