I was worried because I did not have a birthday banner hung or presents wrapped. I had spent the weekend as his little fuck toy. Not much else got done. I have failed, he will think I don’t care, world is ending…
I was still feeling used up and sore from the long weekend but I ended up laying against that wonderfully strong body of his. That was all it took. He filled me full of his fingers and I was nothing but his toy. The toy he loves.
Daddy took me and I gave, I opened up, I surrendered. I was lost in him. Afterwards in his primal excitement he breathed those precious words, ” you are the best gift i have ever had.”
I melted again.
We both grew closer in that quiet moment.
This man who has honored his commitment to me. This man who is becoming Master. The one who watches over me. Whom I am to learn and practice submission and giving of all I am.
I am so deeply in love with you Daddy. What words can I find to convey my emotions? Is this why I long to give myself over so completely to your desires? To be consumed…to kneel and kiss your feet.
To be used in all your despicable ways.
To give myself
To take your instruction perfectly
To be YOURS
to be the sparkle in your eyes